renewal

i'm just finishing the last touches on my Merry Christmas video ... and i cannot believe this year is already up... it truly has gone by rather quickly... and i feel just as tired today as i was throughout this years festivities... but Praise God for a year of provision and wisdom gathering... around this time of year, i feel a sense of renewal... not just because of the cliche "end of year" thought... but an actual excitement to finally put this years mercies aside and completely start afresh and new with my walk with God... not saying i've tarnished or ruined or disqualified myself... but an actual exuberance that should funnel from my already overflowing cup... i can honestly say, i've accomplished things for the Lord this year... but i know He wants to do oh so much more... i cannot wait to venture into new places this year... who but the Lord knows what i will meet this season of my life... i'm excited to see myself grow and be grown... to pour out more than i've ever done... its my 7 year mark with meeting the Lord and growing in Him this February... completion... mmm... i'm ready! i'm set... lets all do work for the Lord together! get excited church... fist pump!!! lets GOOO!!!

Maligayan Pasko!!!

spending time with family is always fun... to hear stories of old and eat... unwrap presents and eat... drink merrily and eat... and stay up cleaning and eating more... from karaoke to watching christmas movies and eating red velvet cake with 'Happy Birthday Jesus' adorned on the frosting... all in all... im reminiscent of the olden days... even though im only 23... but when we used to put on gift wrapping as vests and sweaters to singing music that was handpicked from others... it was a simple time... when all i received was a tamogachi pet and it fit my "list to santa" perfectly... when now... i receive 5 bucks... and im like... "sweet gas money" ... all in all i'm absolutely in love with what God is doing in my life presently...

there is such a respect and love that people show me... they attribute it to my joy and love i have for God... i attribute to God solely... but i'm awestruck when i receive anything... because of how undeserving i am for it... but i digress... i heart all of you faithful readers and i hope and pray God bless you this Christmas... Maligayan Pasko!!!